sharing

I want to share something that I just found when cleaning out boxes that came with us from South Africa nearly two years ago. My husband of 28 years is in USA so taking this chance to organise things.
Found the card I left in my husband's car on Tuesday 3rd May 2005 when we went to the hospital to have my mastectomy.
Its a card with the Eiffel Tower lit up on front and it says on front:
to be your friend was all I could have ever wanted
to be your lover is all I could have ever dreamed.
Inside I wrote - Chris - I love you and I wrote on a piece of paper tucked inside:
Chris - one day I want to stand under the Eiffel Tower in Paris at night - when it is all lit up - with you.
I just want to say THANK YOU - you have been great - trying to make me better - I know if you could fix me you would.
I love you.
I know I will have bad days - please forgive me.
I know I will have good days - enjoy them with me.
Love me when I deserve it the least
as that is when I need it the most.
Love
Me
I have a wonderful man and finding this card, nearly 5 years down the line, made me remember that I want to go with Chris (have been with my eldest daughter) and I will make plans to do this soon - no planning for "one day" as life is not a dress rehearsal.